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by Fr. Joe Laramie, SJ '96
I work with college students. I might finish an event at 11 pm on Wednesday, then I roll out of bed at 9 am Thursday and am back on campus by noon. I’ll often catch a little TV before I go to sleep. Usually it is ESPN’s SportsCenter. It’s a quick way to catch up on the Cardinals, Blues, SLU and Mizzou. My favorite part has always been the “Top 10 Plays” feature. This segment delivers the most amazing highlights from the day in sports. We see outfielders diving for catches, thundering slam dunks and 80-yard touchdown passes.
Highlight reels capture the best moments in sports. What about your own Top 10 – your spiritual Top 10? When have you felt close to God? St. Ignatius invites us to prayerfully “ask for interior knowledge of all the great good I have received, in order that, stirred to profound gratitude I may become able to love and serve the Divine Majesty in all things” (Spiritual Exercises, #233). What are the greatest graces I have received? What is my spiritual ‘Top 10’ list? These aren’t simply fun events – like winning $50 in the lottery. Rather, recall those deeper experiences when you felt peace, love and communion with Christ. For most of us, one or two examples will jump out immediately.
One of my top moments was leading Kairos #1 at SLUH during my senior year. I remember praying with my classmates and feeling a call to Christian leadership. My best highlight is my ordination to the priesthood in 2011. My whole family was there at the College Church on SLU’s campus.
The church was filled with Jesuits and friends from high school and college; I recall the fragrant flowers, glorious music and solemn prayers. What’s in your Top 10? You might recall your confirmation, college graduation, a family trip to Florida, or your wedding. In the Catholic Church, we mark seven of these holy moments as sacraments. With help from photos and mementos, and by using your intellect, memory and imagination, you can visually and emotionally ‘savor’ these events from your personal history. Recall the sights, sounds, smells, faces and emotions. The Holy Spirit can help you to feel joy and gratitude as you prayerfully recall these experiences.
St. Ignatius Loyola uses the Examination of Conscience to help us to look back on our day with gratitude. A ‘Top 10’ list is a creative way of engaging the ‘Examen’ to thank the Lord for the central blessings of my life. With God’s help, we can cultivate an attitude of gratitude. The Holy Spirit can remind us of the beautiful things God has done in our lives. These blessings from the past can renew us in the present, and give us strength to trust the Lord in the future.
Excerpt from Fr. Laramie’s new book entitled Abide in the Heart of Christ: a 10- Day Personal Retreat with St Ignatius Loyola, based on the Spiritual Exercises; Ave Maria Press, Notre Dame IN.
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A 2000 graduate of Saint Louis University, Fr. Laramie is a campus minister at SLU.